Night Terrors.

Throughout Winter Break I've had a few strange dreams here and there.

It's been a week into the Spring Semester and for a few days in a row now, I've been having weird dreams that lead into nightmares.

The bad dreams aren't the type where you wake up in a cold sweat. It's more of a "what the fuck" type feeling, where you open your eyes and just think to yourself, "Did I really just dream that?"

Sometimes, I get the chills when I manage to piece together what happened in these story lines that occur during my sleep. In the end, I manage to forget most of my dreams, even if I took the time to replay them in my mind. I just remember the feeling that I get... the uneasiness.

For the past two nights, I haven't had any bad dreams.

I believe the reason behind this is due to my consumption of alcohol throughout the night and the odd hours I've put into my sleep cycle. I think I'm just so worn out that my body needs to recover, thus preventing my mind from doing anymore work such as creating a confusing mess of my fears and anxieties, depicted through my dreams.

It makes me wonder what I'm so scared of. It makes me wonder what's going on inside my head.

Sad, isn't it?