Musical Thoughts.

I've been consistently working out with my roommate for about two days now. I know that's not much, but it's better than nothing. We've been trying to keep up with our workout plans. Since I've quit crew, I really need some form of exercise. I can see myself GROWING in all the WRONG places.

I've noticed a slight trend in depression from all of my friends, including myself. Well not all, but at least a few. It's not even that we know what's wrong. There's nothing exactly wrong.

I guess in my own situation, I just feel tired all the time and I don't want to really talk or do much. I don't know if it was because of reoccurring frustrations I've had with this boy since... forever, but I think that situation has ended now. Maybe that's why I've been feeling a little better than before. I think it's also because I haven't been happy with myself lately. I'd also like to point out the gray and gloomy rainy weather, which then turned into gray and gloomy snowy weather.

I am so sick of winter. I hope spring comes along quickly, hopefully in early March. I want to run outside and enjoy the sun. I want to be able to not worry about slipping and falling because of the rain or snow. I don't want to wear a jacket!

So I've been listening to some music lately and getting into the mood for artists such as Carolina Liar.

Carolina Liar.

Maybe it's the mini depression I'm going through, but it really makes me think and feel... better I guess? Have you ever heard a song that just made you feel something? I don't mean like it's a good song because you like listening to the beat or the lyrics, but it makes you feel something different. It could be your mood or just something.

I first heard Carolina Liar - Show Me What You're Looking For on my friend's iPod on the way back from a trip to Vestal, which most of you probably know is where Binghamton University is. I was coming back, feeling kind of down, and here we were, stuck in traffic for hours and this song came on. I think I almost teared up because I just felt that sudden rush of emotion from what I went through that weekend.

Now I'm just rambling about the past...

On a lighter note, here's something funny I read today: